pretty much no one.
Maybe if you tell me who you are, I’ll tell you why I’ve become a stranger to you.
Life is just so difficult.
I never really vent on here but I literally have no one to go to now.
today was possibly the worst day of my life. I lost my other half, my best friend, and the best person I’ve ever had in my life. I know I messed up and I wish I would have never because she was the only person that actually mattered and I treated her awful recently and it sucks and I should have done that because she was the only person who treated me amazingly…I miss her tremendously. More than anyone would ever understand. She said she didn’t want to be my friend because I’m a horrible friend and I guess I understand that…but ill never forget that..I wish I could fix things. Its out first fight…and I guess our last and it literally breaks my heart because I honestly thought she would be that one best friend who you end up staying friends with after high school but I don’t know what to do…so many awful things have been running through my head that shouldn’t..but I just feel like its my only solution now. Things just get worse by the minute, hour and day…idk what I’m going to do…but anyway…I’m done writing…….